I don’t really have friends anymore
im a show off I must admit a little attention because I don’t really have that much confidence or that many people to talk to , or have fun with, or help when they’re really down
I miss that
but if I could show them who I am I bet I would
but im just a bit too scared of being used
like when I thought I had a whole bunch of buddies and I found out they were holding a race just to get with me, I was flattered thought it was funny at the start and now im just really angry, because as soon as I got a boy everybody leaves. so its hard to trust dudes and girls don’t really seem to dig me.. probably cause I know how to talk to boys better
Im genuine, im weird at the start cause I don’t know how. but whoever I’ve showed actual me to I see love in their eyes. It makes me happy, but I feel lonely cause I cant do that to everybody. nobody gives me a chance
I just want someone who’s not with me to go on adventures with
to be lazy with
watch series with, smoke a lil with, talk about whats happening in life with and have somefun, mebe even do pieces, make art shit, be sneaky and get the adrenalin arushinn
fuckkkit im always gonna be the classic loner aren’t I hah
1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short not to enjoy it.
4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and family will.
5. Don’t buy stuff you don’t need.
6. You don’t have to win every argument. Stay…
WHY DOESNT THIS HAVE MORE NOTES I FELL OFF MY CAHIR